so yes their is no new pic of me I am not feeling emotionally great today a couple of days ago whilst I was in the shower I looked down at my swollen bolted blotchy post surgery body and for the very first time in my life I truly did not like what I saw I am hoping it doesn't stay like this and my feelings are just post surgery funk I am so just walked out right now that I have just stopped looking under the bandages I don't even want to see what I look like permitly
