Gabriel's 1st Birthday

Today Gabriel turns one he is still a bit behind but He is ONE! oh my goodness. I posted a video slide show to Facebook highlighting his first year. Last night all the memories of Gabriel's scary Birth came fludding back to me  and I began to feel real panicky so I had to take an anxiety pill to help relax me now I am feeling better and able to enjoy the day since family is scattered we have decied to do a small party when everyone gets back but I still feal it imprtant to honer today and all the hard work he did to get here so I am going to make brownies and give him one to eat and then I am going to do a simple clensing and calming meditaion for myself tonight Oh my gosh he is 1.