How they have changed me
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| My new preemie awareness Bracelet |
So having my son has completely changed me! I am still right now in a state of postpartum shock, His surprise birth ( at 35 weeks 1 month early exactly) aka his birth "trauma" is something that I never want to experience again with any other baby OK so its like this:
(this may sound weird to some)
let me totally clear here his birth was traumatic for me BUT!!! at the very same time it was the most AMAZNG, magical, romantic, and relationship bonding experience of my life because of the nature of how things went down the only people in the delivery room with me was my husband, my OB, and any number of nurses and because it was just myself and my amazing husband doing this together ( alone but not ALONE) we found the entire experience very personal, very deep and well his birth just brought our relationship to an entirely new deeper level something I have never experienced with any other human I have ever come into contact with I love my husband more deeply more intensely Gabriel's birth was a ceremony of love and through his birth it has some how struck a well of new life within me now my daughter's birth was not a ceremony of love its more like raising her has been a labor of love and through her I have learnd to love and through her she graced me with the ability to Have what I now have with my husband and son my heart is swollen and bursting with Love
Madison.
