Rant after 11 back to back 12 hour shifts

I'm feeling: alone sick to my stomach panicky in pain Sad angry jealous Melancholy lousy pissed Hormonal tired wired(my mind is racing) hungry ( but I have a loss of apatite) No so tall like I am very small unimportant abandoned over looked ugly fat over worked foggy (my head is in a fog) exhausted numb in a weird head space depressed ect....