a pain so excruciating OMG

so much stuff is running through my mind right now I am about to loose someone who mean more to me than I ever thought possible ( other than my daughter) this is by no means anyone persons fault its sad to think that through a simply misunderstanding some would let themselves experience sooo much pain I am heart broken over the thought of this person walking away from a good thing and getting hurt to me this person is my piller the wind beneth me the one person who on their off days is min bounceing bord my friend my confidant the 2nd love in my life this person came into my life during a time when I was on the edg of nothingness and showed me though the simpl kindness of his smile and a very needed hand of comfort in some of the darkest times in my life I understand this persons good intentions but its still hurts like nothing I have ever felt before