today is too slow

I can hardly consintrate on math forget about eating the day cannot fly by fast enough I’m jumping out of my skin I cannot wate to see the love of my life my heart is pounding out of my chest these intencely hollow feelings are twisting my stomach in knots please just let the remaining 4 hours fly by like I’ve blinked and time has gone I am having trouble breathing my chest is way tight its all I can do to hide this panic attack brought on by excitement and anixiety today is Monday and I have not seen my other 1/2 since Friday we have spent 4 frustratinglly slow,Mind numbing, stomach turning,panic filled,heart renching ok well the last one is a bit extreme days apart this has ben one of the heardest things for me because for anyone who knows me patients is not my strong sute