Our Misscarage

so last wednesday march 31 2010 I had a misscarage I did not even know I was pregonent untell after I had misscarried & still some how I feel responseble I found the statue called

I’m Going to Watch You Fly with Butterfly Wings

http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=37065447 It a good representation of baby X “I’m going to watch you fly in heaven” its all most like I need to valadate Baby X ( thats what I’m calling him/her baby X) the Dr thinks that I was any where between 3 to 6 weeks pregnent its like I can’t compleetly let go of the pain that I am feeling untell Baby X is valedated Every one keeps telling me not to let this get to me but its hard not too.