Leraning To understand.

 So something big has happened to me. This last year 2023 I was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder. I do not have Parkinson's Thank GOD!!!! I am now in the phase of learning to understand my symptoms. "My Bipolar." This explains so much about how I think and basically interact with the world. But one of my stupid little symptoms is that I am struggling to accept this is the true problem. I think "It.   is all in my head" or " I made this up for attention" which I know sounds ridiculous. But one of the things I have to come to terms with is that this is my reality and it may have always been my reality I just did not know it. 

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